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I'm still having a crises in morality. I usually turn to this particular scripture: John 15:19 when it gets at it's worst. I find if I stay within myself for approval and not look to others I have little problems. It's when I look out at others that it gets to the point when I'm willing to do something I normally would not do, no matter how tempting the situation may be. Since the last time I wrote about this, which will be a lifelong struggle, I was willing to do something I had never considered doing myself. Luckily I have a coworker that looks out for me and talked me out of doing it. I just wish this same coworker could talk to me about the main issue I have. I have been able to tell her almost everything. There is one thing I have not been able to talk to her about. It's not that I don't feel love from the world, I do feel it. I don't feel love for myself sometimes. And, the friends I do get advice from really don't understand the struggle I'm in with myself.

Taken for project 365: take a photograph a day for a year.

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3698x2786px 1.75 MB
Make
NIKON
Model
COOLPIX P5000
Shutter Speed
10/394 second
Aperture
F/2.7
Focal Length
8 mm
ISO Speed
400
Date Taken
Mar 29, 2010, 6:21:10 AM
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RubyRose2094's avatar
Well, i think that, if God can love you, there must be a way for you to love yourself. You're God's child, so getting rid of yourself from the world that God put him in would be like you're stealing yourself from God. That's just my opinion. Really try though to maybe take your mind off it, or do something you know wil make you feel good, like going to get a nice haircut you've always wanted. But, there's no real reason to hate on something that can't be changed. God made you the way you are, and something made by God is perfect, therefore, in a sense, you are perfect! ^^
God Bless you, and have a nice day!
PS-make sure you get lots of sun, its proven to lighten people's moods! <3
Lauren